Ha omg I so cannot believe I did what I just did. I mean it’s nothing like real OH MY GOD shocking but yeah, I just cut my hair, like myself lol. No for those who don’t know (which is prolly everyone) I had kinda longish hair, it was a bit past my shoulders, but yeah, not anymore lol. Like I cut off a lot, like way more than I intended, and I’m not gonna say it looks great because it doesn’t, it still needs touched up in the back for sure but I definitely think it could look a lot worse. But yeah, my head feels a lot lighter now lol. =P
Don’t really have much to say, well anything that I care to post online. Everything I have to say right now is really personal stuff that I’d prefer to keep in my own little private journal I keep. But I will leave you with a music video to a song I really love. It’s ‘Have You Ever’ by Brandy and it’s just something I can relate to a bit right now so here y’all go…
Also, I was thinking about trying something new. I found the microphone for my computer and I was thinking of maybe doing something like a video blog just minus the video haha. So a voice blog I guess. But yeah, haven’t really decided if I’m going to or not but I’ll think about it for sure and we’ll see what happens.
Ok am I the only one who completely hates this time of your life where you’re trying to figure yourself out and what you want to do with your life? I swear I thought for a long time I had everything figured out, I was going to move to L.A. and try and start a music and/or acting career, but then here comes the idea of college creeping up. I thought college through for a bit and decided I was going to do that instead, I was going to enroll at a state college in the fall, go there for two years for business admin and then try and get into a better college afterwards, but then here comes L.A. and music/acting again and now I have no idea what I want to do. I mean I want to go to college and get an education so a) I have something to fall back on if the whole career in Hollywood doesn’t work out & b) so I know what I’m doing when I finally open a business (I plan to run one someday, not sure what type or when yet, though) but at the same time I want to focus on a music career (and bring acting into that slowly later on) because I LOVE LOVE LOVE singing and pretty much everything else about music and want that to be my career for a long time. So yeah, as we can see I have a decision to make and it’s a bit tough ’cause I want to make sure I make the right choice. Thankfully I still have a couple months to think about all this, though, so lets hope and pray what I decide to do is the right thing…
Well the past two days have been pretty damn sucky I would say. Two days ago I was in a horrible mood all f-ing day. Just really depressed and bitchy and honestly I pretty much ended up breaking down at the end of the day. And then yesterday saw two more break-downs. Once in the morning and then again last night. But yeah, don’t know wth is going on with me atm but its pure crap as I’m sure you could tell.
Um anyway, other than that nothing much has happened lately. I’ve pretty much just stayed home and worked on my fansites and stuff. I did go get Leona’s album earlier today, though. I listened to it once but I was working on Leona-L.com while doing it so I honestly didn’t pay THAT much attention to it so I’m gonna listen to it again later. But yeah, for now I’m just super f-ing tired so I’m gonna head to bed. Cya later peoples!
Ain’t got a whole big lot to say today, usually don’t but yeah…
I’m planning on doing something today that makes me very nervous. I’m not going to go into what it is but it’s something that I’m definitely not the best at, but I feel like I need to do it so I’m going to. Only thing is is that it could potentially turn out pretty bad and I could lose something I truly truly value, I hope not, though…
I updated the little obsessions page lol. I’ve added Thomas Daley, if y’all even know who that is lol… If not just go look him up in Wikipedia, its probably the most informative place you’ll find. And like I said in the little obsession part, I’m working on a site for him so watch out for that soon. =)
Um what else…? Honestly I really don’t have anything else to say atm so I’m gonna head out. Bye peoples!
Ok I just found out that the B-52s have a new song lmao! =P I f-ing LOVE ‘Love Shack’ and this new song aint too bad either so watch the video ’cause I said so! lol
Yay finally have a new blog!! =D Old blog was http://www.tornintopieces.info for those who are new btw.
Anyway, welcome to the new blog. It’s now located at http://www.never-gone.com, hope you all like the new name! I picked it ’cause a) I thought it sounded good and b) I needed something more positive than Torn Into Pieces and I think this sums me up pretty well (and in this case it pretty much means I’m never gone from the competition, I’m gonna keep fighting ’til the end and I’m never gonna stop!).
So yeah, now that I’ve explained that, go have a look around and learn more about ME! =D lol
I'm AJ, I'm 16 and live in Indiana. I'm sure I'm one of the weirdest people you'll ever meet. I never make sense when it comes to anything, mainly 'cause I have so much flying around my head that I can never even get my own words straight. But yeah when my brain works well enough I do pretty much just this. I run a few fan sites which y'all can find links to below, plus this, of course, and I'm working on a design site as well. But other than that I ♥ singing, writing and playing tennis, and I want to get into acting as well. Other than that, though, I really don't have too many other interests, well besides boys. =P That's another thing, I'm gay with the tiny detail that I'm kinda attracted to girls a bit too lol. So technically bisexual but whatever. Anyway, I've pretty much covered the basics here, but if you want you can find more here.
